Dreaming Insomniac

Another night, another year

Different me and I still find myself here

Sleepless nights and restless days

Yet I no longer wish to disappear

I crave the pain and I crave elation

I can't help but focus on this toxic fixation

I pursue my future with every hour

And still I have gained no clear destination

Another pill, another poison

A different high but the same illusion

Blurry lines and ambiguous descriptions

This medicine has become my new religion