How To Tell I Fell, True To You

To; For; About; The One And Only One, The Prize In Her Eyes I Won, I Got First Place, I'm Number 1, And I Can't Stop Staring At Her Face, Because She's PERFECT J.R.H.R

Well, what can I really tell, besides when life truly feels like hell,

the one thing you hear my voice yell louder than any damn bell, is the way when I first saw you,

I purely and furiously fell, as if in a trance of romance as I dance in the clouds above, because when I saw you, I truly fell, in love, I don’t know how else to express the words that are coming from the deepest parts of my chest,

but I know that my feelings have no rest, and the best I can do is love you, until the very end,

you are my best friend, you are the one my heart will contend, and my love I send,

is not something my heart can only lend,

because of the cause for the applause that had the world spinning on axis suddenly hit pause,

because the raw Goddess of Rawness in such boundless enormousness that I do comprehend as the most greatest magnificence in the galaxy, is the only Gal I see,

the only one I want, wish or hope to wake up in it’s dream,

and you might know her as Jaycie, I however, call her JaycieMoo, MooMoo or Wifey,

because one thing I know is forever true, is the world of endeavor to endure,

the way I take her in my heart as if my heart would rip apart, if she wasn’t there from the very start.

I don’t know how to explain with words the way I feel with this ordeal,

there is no way to contain myself from not going insane when I can’t even breathe,

if she’s not mine to the end of time,

feeling as if my limbs just limp on by, not able to function in any way shape or form,

like a malfunction in my bodies ability to preform naturally, because the reaction I get daily,

is one that makes me go absolutely and completely crazy, that is if I’m speaking honestly, But to be honest, if I can speak with total honesty, and I don’t mean to speak repetitively,

but I must say, there is not a damn thing in this work I’ve ever felt more painfully,

than the endless waiting and testing my patients,

as I wait for the honesty you promised me from the very beginning, so you see,

here I am constantly circulling around,

this endless cycle that never stops returning to the very place it all begun,

but one thing I can say is different,

is my ability to rerun that circuit and keep going around and around the staduim so called life that only seems to run me in circles and never anywhere new to explore, But with you, there is so much more, how do I explain the one and only one I adore,

when it is so much more than I’ve ever felt before, there is a door,

shut in my face as I’m left outside it’s floor,

curled up in a ball as I crawl back to the same entrance I tried to glance,

and if my lucky chance was that very day, I’d look through the cracks that were forming in its very place, knowing that one day, face to face, you would be mine in every way,

as I see the gleam in your eyes that seem to have no disguise,

when time flies and I’m lost in the beauty through the soul I see that makes me whole,

and know it is meant to be, lost in the endless space and time,

in those beautiful eyes that are far too good to not crave like food when I hunger for,

for that temptation that I just cannot believe is not a crime, I’m lost in your eyes, lost in time,

all I know is what has been cost, when I’ve lost everything from the top to the very bottom line,

but the one line I cannot cross or forsee any loss, is a life where you are not mine,

that is the one thing that will end the words to my never ending rhyme,

it will end the worlds, never ending time,

because endless, is only as relentless as the empress and goddess who blesses us with the best,

and the blessing she does attest, is the fact that, if life is a test… I lost…

I crossed the lines that tossed my minds desecration of desperation that always had an expiration date, but now it is up to fate, and fate has to congregate on faith,

and remember that the world is not in a good state, so perhaps there is no world worth living in,

when the word, is not my world, who she is within, she is my reason for life,

she is my reason to live a life that makes my dreams come true, as I dream of the day she comes through, and delivers my promises I’ve kept hold of, and comes to be my wife,

she is the only thing giving me that reason to sing, when the doves fly high,

I cry and wonder why, my angels have no wings. Why must all love die… Why?

I wish eternity could free us, but divinity might contain us,

in which the entity of eternal life,

might still be the turn of life that I’ve still kept waiting on so patiently…

My love, my stars, my moon and my might, you are my light through the darkness,

always giving me sight, to grant me strength when I needed to fight, to do what is right,

and never ever stop your shine as you glow so bright,

you are whiter than snow in the heavenly glow as you perfectly are so perfect to me,

and always will be, my destiny destined for me.

My light my guidance to shine my way home, so perfectly in the night,

where I am to come home safely, as safe as can be,

so I can lay beside my wife and best of the best friend, and just hold you so tight..

I'd never let go if I didn't have to. I'd never leave your side, if work was not part of life.

I love you. My present, My future, My Wife.

I love you Jaycie, Just hurry up and marry me already Sheesh

I love you more than I could ever imagine and I can’t express that enough, Im sorry I’m such a pain in the ass sometimes. But I surely am blessed to have you, My GODDESS. I love you Baby my very onw JaycieMoo I really really do! And I can’t wait to spend forever with you. Cause I truly don't know what I would do or be, without you Jaycie Rae Harding